Still Here

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Hello there,

It’s been almost a year since I’ve posted anything, and I’ve gotten a few inquiries about the series. I do intend to continue, but I feel I do owe my readers an explanation for this extra long delay.

As you know, I have been struggling for a while with being consistent with my writing. A lot of it was lack of motivation, some of it was insecurity about the writing, most of it was the interference of my arch nemesis in life, Procrastination. This year; however, I have had to take on an even more formidable opponent- Cancer.

Kind of knocked me for a loop because I really didn’t see that coming- at all. I have always been pretty healthy. When there was a concern, it was usually something that could easily be cleared up with some meds, a minor procedure, change in habit or diet, something like that. In hindsight, I was able to put some things together that may have been signals or signs of the disease taking hold, but getting the diagnosis was startling to say the least about it.

Anyway, I’ve come to terms with it and am going through the process to stay in this game. The surgery went well. In a week I will receive my third of six rounds of chemo, which has been an adventure in itself. After that I will have to undergo some radiation treatments. A positive from all of this, though, is I have been taken off work for a time, which will allow me to get back into my writing chair without any distractions or excuses. I have nothing else to do. I love to write; I just don’t care for the process, if that makes any sense.

This temporary obstacle has given me a lot of time to think, to reflect, to appreciate my blessings, and to reorder my priorities. Being an introvert, I rather like the relative solitude and distance from this currently crazy world. My journals are getting a good workout and my spirit is being purged and cleansed. I am aiming for having something posted on this site by Christmas. If not, definitely by New Year’s Day. Please hang in there with me a little longer. The best is yet to come!

In the meantime, I sincerely wish you and yours a very Merry Christmas.

16 thoughts on “Still Here”

  1. Candace

    Marie,
    I am very sorry this has happened to you and that you continue with medical treatment. Always keep your head held high. I feel writing again would be important for you. Best Wishes to you and may the year ahead be great! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

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  3. Siobhan.mccausland@peelsb.com

    Sorry to hear of your health issues. I am also struggling to bounce back from a stroke. Stay strong and know we’re all routing for you!.

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  7. Awulanaaamoah

    Dear Marie

    Sending you my best wishes, for a relaxing recovery and for you to take your time in your self-care routine.

    I’ve missed your dedicated story-writing and look forward to hearing from you.

    In the meantime, please take care of yourself ❤

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  8. Marcia Dodge

    Marie,

    So sorry you to hear about this. You are in my prayers for a speedy recovery. As you already know I have been a fan of your stories for a long time. I look forward to your updates. Please take care of yourself. Merry Christmas to you also.

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    1. Tina

      I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Stay strong and do what the doctors say and when you’re ready to post the next chapter we will hungrily grab it up. But first and most importantly is your health. You’re in my prayers.

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  10. The Laverdure family

    Marie,

    Best wishes to you and I will pray for your speedy recovery. I would love to read more of your great stories. You are missed in fanfic land!

    Michelle

    Sent from my iPhone

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  11. Agnes

    So sorry to hear about your diagnosis. I will be praying for your speedy recovery. Thank you for your stories. Beautifully written saga of our favorite couple.
    Take care. God bless you. Merry Christmas and a happy New Year!

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